Monday, August 27, 2007

zero gravity.

amsterdam was awesome. i'll show you some pictures some time. can't believe it's a 45 minute flight away but i've never been there before.

it's weeks since i posted here. the first couple of weeks after i started the prozac i had snatches of energy like i don't recall ever having before. Some mornings i didn't wake up feeling more tired then when I went to bed. i woke early. i woke early and was able to speak. this freaked S out because in all the years we've been waking up in the same bed he's never had a conversation with me before i've had at least one cup of i don't even drink coffee. or tea.

I've only had a couple of anxiety attacks. and when they happened i felt as if i was observing a curiosity. "oh look, I'm having a panic attack. how interesting."

there was an enormous spider on the bedroom ceiling. about 4 inches across. instead of going to sleep in the spare room I caught it with a glass and piece of card and flushed it down the toilet.

i haven't written a word for work. not one. i've missed a pile of deadlines. i've covered it up. bluffed.

truth will out.


At 2:44 pm, August 28, 2007, Blogger Lisa said...

Ohhh. Can't wait to see your photos of Amsterdam! And wow, if Prozac gives one energy surges, I think I need to get a script! Seriously, sounds like its working well for you. And that's wonderful.

At 3:35 pm, August 28, 2007, Blogger HerImperialMajesty said...

fingers crossed for today

not happy if pills are stifling creative flow, although increased energy and failure to collapse is all for the good xx

At 5:44 am, August 31, 2007, Blogger lildb said...

I miss you so.

I'm really pulling for you, dollface. (sorry about the stupid, lacking-in-feeling phrase. it's all I can produce tonight. but it = love, anyway.)


At 12:12 pm, September 05, 2007, Anonymous wordgirl said...

Panic attacks can leave you exhausted. Glad Captain P is making it easier. Hope things turn around for you in the productivity department.

At 12:56 pm, September 05, 2007, Blogger HerImperialMajesty said...

see now that you're getting your powers back, you're too busy to blog. i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing for your readers.
so i'm just gonna say
and leave it at that!


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